new steps

i started myself on a strict diet last week. and from thursday to saturday i had lost 2kgs! i checked again this morning, because i am always skeptical, and what do you know.... since thursday last week i have lost a huge 4.1kgs and not by doing weight watchers. yes i have strayed away from counting points for now, because i wasn't seeing results, it was becoming too easy to know how to cheat and i became bored.

so i've put together a little diet for myself where i only eat certain foods, its very low carb, i've cut out all types of soda, even diet ones. im drinking 2L of water and exercising every single day and my meal times are exact from day to day. and its actually working! ive never been one to focus on food types: ie protein. but it seems to be working for me at the moment. i have to say i am missing bread though lol i would love to just eat a sammich! but im trying to cut down on it, eating only salads with a bit of meat for lunch and the same for dinner, only with veges!

im proud for doing it, i want to stick it out till at least christmas, if i can keep going the same way then i will have lost my mini goal of 10 - 15kgs before christmas! im only 5.9kgs away! with 12 or so weeks to go, i dont think thats unreasonable!

what else is happening... we signed a new lease for the house. only 6 months though which is worrying. we really dont want to have to move again. it's definatly not the best thing. plus with the 2 puppies now it'll be even harder.

im not getting along too great with one of my friends. we've just become completely different people in life, and i dont agree with so much that she does. i try to be understanding because she's had a rough life, but there just comes a point where you think, ok you're an adult now, your old excuses just don't do it anymore. she's going out every weekend getting drunk and "hooking up" with random guys she never sees again... all because she's apparently heart broken over her ex. it seems childish to me and she's been lying to me a bit lately aswell. i've just had enough for a while i think..

3:30pm.. i should get back to doing some work! even though its almost home time! hope everyone else is doing well

~ Steph xox