Mood: Uninspired
Listening To: The Clocks Stay Still - Black Rain
today was one of those times to sit quietly and wonder about life.
someone said something to me yesterday that made me wonder exactly where my personality and love for all things artsy, musical and literary has gotten to. in the past 6 months ive taken somewhat of a detour from the life i was leading, there have been perks to it, but im starting to miss the old me, who sat alone in the shower writing small poems, sat at her desk till 4am designing, sketching or painting. i developed new interests and somehow left my others behind. today if you asked me what made me different from others i couldnt tell you.
so im going back to it.
im giving up on my business course, i have zero interest in it and i just cant see myself ever using the information. ive done it before, ive worked hard to help start up a company, i feel as though i have what i need if the opportunity ever arose.
i need to get back to me... so im starting again. i dont need to be impressive, just happy.
L O V E S
2 comments:
Wow! Congratualtions! that´s really inspiring! i´m currently at 123 kg :( and havent started diet still...i´m so lazy! I hope i can get some energy soon!!
Anyway, the layout of your blog is so beautiful!!! Did you do it?
If, as you say, you have lost yourself along the way as you prepare for life ahead Steph, then I feel you are making the correct decision. Resume all of your artsy 'bents' as they are what helps to make up your personality. What a shame it would be for the world to lose a part of you....toy.xoxo
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