fresh start

this journal has had a little makeover. i was really tired of the black and white theme, it really wasn't fitting to who i am at the moment, so i've added some colour! i've changed my side menu bar thingy as well, added a couple of things to it and changed other parts. i'm happy with it now and i plan on using this so much more.

i was a little scared to put myself into the online world of blogging. knowing that at anytime of day, anywhere in the world, people can come here and read about my life. i wasn't really ready to share so many parts of myself, but i think now i am. i need a place to release my thoughts and feelings and to document my own personal achievments.

so this is where it will all unfold.

i really have my gorgeous friend Felicity to thank for this, she's helped me see that i need to stop hiding who i really am to suit other people. there are so many different sides to who i am, and i want all my friends here and online to know them.

it's also time to step up an stop being so damn lazy with my weight loss. i've come a really long way with it so far, and i need to keep going instead of slacking off. so from tomorrow im going to be posting a daily entry whether i have things to say or not, and im keeping track of the things im eating too. it may seem like over kill to some people, but then again, not doing these things, i think is how i ended up at over 140kgs. scary huh?

so... hopefully you'll all keep reading :) and share this whole experience with me.

till tomorrow...